Monday, October 31, 2011
Im sick agn!! Throat infection, fever, whole body aching!! Sad die me!!! So xinku!! Whn wrk half way mc go bck home rest too uncomfortable le!! :( mum cooked bartley for me!! Tks mum!! I love u!!! Lol
♥ Love me endlessly, 11:24 PM.
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Em Nho anh nhieu lam!! :( Tai sao anh khong bao gio den xuong cho em nhin thay ban? Lol I'm talking rubbish!! Lol
♥ Love me endlessly, 12:38 PM.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Met carleen earlier to fetch zr aftr his school, bought him to mini mart to get him some snacks thn head back to carleens place to met jocelyn changed for zr thn out we go!! Met Kelly jonathan and cheryl at Bugis. Awhile ltr Cheryl left, we continue searching our stuff but still didn't get anything cos couldn't find any suitable ones. Aftr dinner bck to tamp bath-ed zr, padded zr slp. Lol dnt knw y ytd night he so stick to me!! Lol am happy though!! Aftr he slept Allan came over find me thn me carleen n him head over to soul, black n white thn back home! It's a tiring day ytd!
♥ Love me endlessly, 9:26 PM.
Friday, October 28, 2011
Aftr discharge lost 2 kg!! Nice huh? Ltr gg meet carleen cos I wnna fetch zr aftr sch hvn do thts since he started sch cos been busy wrking n so on! Lol woo!! Excited!! N so happy!!! Hehe evening gg get kellys n Jonathan rom stuff!! Gnna be tiring I guess!! Lol it's my first time preparing ppl marry stuff oh!! Hahah whatever!! I'm crazy!! Lol
♥ Love me endlessly, 2:03 PM.
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Em Nho anh!! Chi vi anh khong Biet!! Hope he will always happy!! Lol im lazy to blog agn hahah
♥ Love me endlessly, 11:47 PM.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Meet up w grandma, 4th aunt n small uncle! Im loving it w this feeling!! N I decided to let go of all my fears! I cnt bring along my fears throughout my whole entire life!! Yea!! This should be it!! I will slowly open up my doors, no fears n thn no regrets!!
&& most importantly I promised mum I will stop smoking n all my spicy n sour food n those food will lead high potassium to prevent vomit blood from gastric n prevent potassium gets higher!!! I will be ur gd daughter from now!!! :):) hopefully okay!!! Lol
&& most importantly I promised mum I will stop smoking n all my spicy n sour food n those food will lead high potassium to prevent vomit blood from gastric n prevent potassium gets higher!!! I will be ur gd daughter from now!!! :):) hopefully okay!!! Lol
♥ Love me endlessly, 9:58 PM.
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Back home le! Feeling great once reached home! Home always the best ever feeling! Lol mc till 24-10 gnna rest at home. Doc say if I ever had worst gastric pain or vomit blood agn go bck to a&e agn!
♥ Love me endlessly, 3:31 PM.
Now waiting for discharge!
From sweet n Jonathan
From sweet n Jonathan
♥ Love me endlessly, 8:07 AM.
Tml gnna discharge! Woo!! Called granny and told her, dnt wnna her to worry de lo but okay na now okay Liao let her knw also nt too late Ma hor? Lol
Photos of me having the drips on
Photos of me having the drips on
♥ Love me endlessly, 2:18 AM.
Friday, October 21, 2011
Aftr scope tml I cn be discharge. Scope was scary was put to half slp yet I cn still know wht thy r doing! -.-" now meals back. Doc say thr small scar and eventually recovers n I'm fine now so tml I cn discharge. Tks carleen, mum, Kelly& Jonathan for visiting me!
Sorry mum made u worry le!!:(:(
Sorry mum made u worry le!!:(:(
♥ Love me endlessly, 6:23 PM.
Ytd morning went poly see doc agn, doc gave me a referral letter and make an appointment for the scope! But doc say if vomited blood agn strianght go a n e at night vomited agn!! Head to changi general hospital had my blood test done, xray thn admitted to hospital suspect somewhere internal bleeding need to do a scope. Most properly is gastric! :( now I'm so bored n lonely in the hospital!!!! Damn!!!! Ytd night luckily got carleen n mum acc me if not I confirm scared to hell!! Lol
♥ Love me endlessly, 2:43 PM.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Seen doc ytd n today gg changi for an appt on 22/12/11 :( if vomit blood agn gnna go straight to changi Liao! Damn!!! Wht us wring w me?!?!?! :(:(:(
♥ Love me endlessly, 12:46 PM.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
vomitted blood today, nice one!! now im so scare!!! aftr seeing all the food n blood came out!!
damn! lol today ovrslpet so didnt go sata tml aftr meeting hv to go sata le sandra will be accopanying me! not letting mama know yet i dnt wnt her to worry for me :(
face n leg is still swollen! :( i have to stop smoking for today onwards! n i mean it! :(
♥ Love me endlessly, 12:54 AM.
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Lol all tks to u I hv a swollen eyes to wrk!! Now my face n leg getting swollen le so scare. Sandra advice me to go sata tml to check my blood agn!! Just for in case my sickness goes worst! :( so stress now!! Okay!! I've to tell myself nth wrong I will be fine!! Nth gnna get worst! Jia you!! Argh~!! How long cn I lied to myself!! Luckily I hv no bf now if not I dnt bear to let him worry for me! Haha now I only dnt bear my family worry for me :( shag!!! So shag!!!
♥ Love me endlessly, 2:04 AM.
Monday, October 17, 2011
It's gnna be the last night w bro!! Anh, lam the nao Em muon anh se khong de lai cho Em! Anh co Biet khong?!!
♥ Love me endlessly, 3:55 AM.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
I dnt wnt bro to leave me :(:( why bro hv to leave me agn?? N this time his gnna leave me longer time!!!! Wtf!!!! I hate this feeling
Unforgettable bro!!!
Unforgettable bro!!!
♥ Love me endlessly, 2:31 AM.
Friday, October 14, 2011
Haiyo how? I can't find any male partner for tml!!! Lol all my tot was only him sia -.-" wth!!! Tsk!!! Who can I call sia!!!!!! Sigh!!
This photo r for my babes
This photo r for my babes
♥ Love me endlessly, 11:59 PM.
Heard a bad news today which doc nv tell me how important is my illness! Damn, I might get cancer n kidney prob too!! Wth!!! Damn shag!!! Stress!!! :( I'm not letting anyone know especially my family! :( sigh!!! Im gnna be alone, alone to face all this, and I'm alone!! :( tks god tht we break off if not I won't knw hw will bear to leave him, won't know hw to say to him! Bt now I dnt hv to explain to anyone except my family!! :(:(:(:( 
♥ Love me endlessly, 12:47 AM.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Damn fooking angry w Abby!!! Cos she bite my earpiece!!! N it's spoil now!!! :(:(:(:( n even my medical report!! Wtf!!!
All tks to Abby! I've to spend another $15 for a new earpiece!! :(:(:( pocket one big hole Liao la!! Idiot!!!
如果你是真爱我的，你当时就不应该背板我！
如果你是真心的，你当时就不应该把我一个人丢下！
如果你是真的想要挽回，你早就挽回了可比等到现在，当我以选择放弃你了呢？
你要的这不过是要利用我吧了！我知道，都知道！
我对你真的好希望！请你在我生命中消失！
All tks to Abby! I've to spend another $15 for a new earpiece!! :(:(:( pocket one big hole Liao la!! Idiot!!!
如果你是真爱我的，你当时就不应该背板我！
如果你是真心的，你当时就不应该把我一个人丢下！
如果你是真的想要挽回，你早就挽回了可比等到现在，当我以选择放弃你了呢？
你要的这不过是要利用我吧了！我知道，都知道！
我对你真的好希望！请你在我生命中消失！
♥ Love me endlessly, 12:49 PM.
Result is out, collected my report! I'm having high potassium which will lead to muscle weakness and irregular heartbeat. Lots of food n fruits I've to cut down to reduce my blood level n control the blood level from gg up! 1mth ltr gg bck for blood test agn! :(:(
♥ Love me endlessly, 1:12 AM.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Mum I super duper disappointed in u! U told me u wnna sleep dnt wnna acc me go. Ok nvm! End up u rather go out w tht old uncle thn me! Wtf!!! I'm huge disappointed in u seriously! U still cn yell at me loudly!! How nice!!! Nice wnt!!!
♥ Love me endlessly, 2:23 PM.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Ytd n today he was here ;) but I've to stop thinking if him le seriously!! Cos isn't worth n thr isn't a way tht we could gt bck tgt le! Lol! We r only friends remember!!
♥ Love me endlessly, 9:25 PM.
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Lol was too hyper active ytd n was drunk too! Wake up thn I knw ytd I call him! -.-" I call him for fcuk!!!!! -.-"""""
Well babes I think I won't be behaving like this agn hahah so try to forget abt ytd night ya;)
Well babes I think I won't be behaving like this agn hahah so try to forget abt ytd night ya;)
♥ Love me endlessly, 12:47 PM.
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Aftr went amk hub w qh n fm shop for a while now heading to ecp to meet my babes!!
Photo Nices?
Photo Nices?
♥ Love me endlessly, 10:35 PM.
Friday, October 7, 2011
If I would to truly love u, I've to accept u and ur everything, no matter if its a bad habit or etc. But now I think I've to give up! :) end it! Stop thinking of u!!! I n u impossible to be tgt agn! Nv will!! :)
I've communication prob w ppl, ppl cnt tolerate me! I'm a fcuk tup person!!! Yea!!! So I'm not gg to be close to anyone else from now!! Treat everyone as a stranger no matter are thy my closest friend!!! Yeah!!! It should be this way!!!!
Enjoy my lonely life from now ya!!!! Jiayou!! I cn do it!!!! ;)
But I still miss u!! Lol I knw I'm behaving like a fool!!! Ppl also dnt love me dnt miss me Liao I still behaviour like an idiot lol!!! Stupid me!!
I've communication prob w ppl, ppl cnt tolerate me! I'm a fcuk tup person!!! Yea!!! So I'm not gg to be close to anyone else from now!! Treat everyone as a stranger no matter are thy my closest friend!!! Yeah!!! It should be this way!!!!
Enjoy my lonely life from now ya!!!! Jiayou!! I cn do it!!!! ;)
But I still miss u!! Lol I knw I'm behaving like a fool!!! Ppl also dnt love me dnt miss me Liao I still behaviour like an idiot lol!!! Stupid me!!
♥ Love me endlessly, 9:41 PM.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
I tot I saw him today! Lol its my illusion who saw him!!! :(:(
"Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this."
"Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this."
♥ Love me endlessly, 10:06 PM.
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
His here today n we did chat a little while like only a few sentence I also happy le ;)
Met my ladies carleen, Kelly n annita!! Went simpang bedok for dinner!!
Met my ladies carleen, Kelly n annita!! Went simpang bedok for dinner!!
♥ Love me endlessly, 9:24 PM.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Was thinking this few days should I pass him toy tht I hv bought for her daughter long ago! Lol mum said I shouldn't cos we already hv broke up. Argh!! Cracking head!!!
Yeah!!!! He msged me just now!!! :):):)
Sigh!! Blue black get bigger!! :(:(
Yeah!!!! He msged me just now!!! :):):)
Sigh!! Blue black get bigger!! :(:(
♥ Love me endlessly, 9:28 PM.
Monday, October 3, 2011
Had my blood test today, and fatty go in for 9weeks sigh! God bless me! :(
Aftr blood test went Chinatown meet carleen n her cousin thn to sembawang fetch zr home.
Tonight my gastric starts agn! :( I miss him so!
Aftr blood test went Chinatown meet carleen n her cousin thn to sembawang fetch zr home.
Tonight my gastric starts agn! :( I miss him so!
♥ Love me endlessly, 7:07 PM.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Tonight no wines no alcohol :( but excerise is allowed! Imyb!! :(
Had steamboat for dinner w David -.- walked home from blastier! Cool uh!!;)
Gastric pain the whole night!! Wth!! N I'm fasting now for tml blood test!! Nice one!!!
Had steamboat for dinner w David -.- walked home from blastier! Cool uh!!;)
Gastric pain the whole night!! Wth!! N I'm fasting now for tml blood test!! Nice one!!!
♥ Love me endlessly, 11:10 PM.
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Wth!! I keeping today is friday sia!! Tsk!! Whts wrng w me man? Tsk!! Em Nho anh!!!
♥ Love me endlessly, 9:09 PM.
