♥ You're my fastasy, I'm your everything ❤
Sunday, May 31, 2009



I'm at home the whole day again.
My phone is silent again =[
Aiai, if you can pls find a phone call me,
I'm worried for you, and I miss you much!
At night gonna meet vincent
at clary quay. Lols he say he wants
to spend more time with me.
LOLS!!!
I'm freaking bored!! Please ask me out!
Thank you!! hahahs

[p.s I don't know if this choice is right anot! ]

♥ Love me endlessly, 4:02 PM.
Saturday, May 30, 2009




Was at home the whole day,
I'm so bored like hell la.
Luckily Wei Siong came over to meet me
for awhile, accompany him
for dinner. After awhile he left
to meet his friend. Shag~!!
Back home stone again! Hahhas
Today is back boring and stone day!!
Cos my phone was totally silent =[
Nights everyone!

Ah boon: get well soon! =]

♥ Love me endlessly, 11:13 PM.
Friday, May 29, 2009




I'm meeting carleen, leroy,
fat mama auntie, zen and doralyn now.
Can't wait to see them!! hahhas
we'll be going soul garden for
our dinner i guess.
hahahs gotta enjoy!!
WOOO~ see ya!!
bye~!! =]

♥ Love me endlessly, 4:02 PM.

24-05-09

2nd day of work, quite ok
but damn tiring =[
tomorrow will be last day of trail.
Hope everything is fine and smooth!
Shermaine, Jia You oh!! =]

25-05-09

was the last day of trail.
but will be going down tomorrow again
for meeting.
Well, today was super pit day.
HOHOHO! i'm still ok with it.
hahhas

26-05-09

came down for meeting
with ladyboss, and she said
i may start work in june.
weetweet~! ahhahs
after meeting then back home.

27-05-09

was doing nothing at home
the whole day so bored,
Night time when over to
chup lao to meet AIAI.
have been a week didn't
meet her le. Damn freaking
Miss her man! hahahs we had a hug!
hahahs well, after a while we went sin tua
to help out. gosh~! was so tiring!!=[
i've to face those ti ko pei uncles hahahs
the end of the day, i can't to eat my
salad prawns =[ i've to over to
market and eat prawn mee. hahahs

28-05-09

I'M DAMN BORED AT HOME!! =[


29-05-09

AIAI sold her phone, can't contact her =[
Girl, hope everything will be fine!
I'll wait for you and Love you all the way!
You'll always my best sister, Best AIAI!

♥ Love me endlessly, 12:03 PM.
Saturday, May 23, 2009




Woke up @ 7.45am today.
Rush back home and rush back to hougang!
Gosh~! Well 1st day of work still ok.
A little bored la. ahahahs
tomorrow will be the same 11-7
hohoho.
Macdonal, I miss you ~!!! hahahs
Sorry aiai, I can't accompany you
again le. I need consentate with my work
can't play like that time.
Forgive me alright! I promise you
when I'm free I'll go find you ok!
Love you!

CARLEEN ONG!!!
I MISS YOU!!!!!

LEROY NG!!!
GODMA, MISS YOU TOO!!!

FU XIANG!!!
I MISS YOU!!!

I MISS ALL MY BUDDY AND GOODFRIENDS!!!!!

I'm really tired, got to rest now!
nights people! =]

♥ Love me endlessly, 9:15 PM.
Friday, May 22, 2009




I'm so bored! ring me up man!
hahahs

going for an interview at hougang later,
grandma just came back from
polyclinic for checkup.
ah thung called me but i didn't
pick up his call, cos i don't
wanna talk to him.
aiai called me told me about
ah feng hahash
hais. time passes people around changes!
fion called me last night but i sleep already
sorry for not picking up ya,
ah boon didn't text me le =[

macdonal how i wish is you call me lohs!
wondering when will you call me again!!
hais~ wo hao sian ni oh~!

♥ Love me endlessly, 1:38 PM.
Thursday, May 21, 2009




OCTOPUS BOY!!
I miss you badly,
but i can't let everyone know
include yourself. =[ and even if
you know you also don't
give a damn cos you
doesn't like me at all.
don't even miss me too. =[
and most importantly
i can't write your name down
though you don't have my blog
but just incase you passby
and at least i could protect myself then
hais!!
♥ 我不能再陪你
♥ 我想對你說 我想你 ♥
♥ 心裡有千言萬語 還沒說給你聽


yesterday went supermarket
with grandma and her maid
bought my fav. bread for myself.
and now i'm dying w/o cigarette =[
hahas never tahan a while! later
i go cope ahma's want hahahs
shh!!!
ah boon didn't text me today and ytd =[
HAIS!!

*` my poor aiai, has just break up
with huanghui! she is so hurt now!
got hurt by so many people!
and i can't even help her,
I'm so useless!! Sorry girl! =[

♥ Love me endlessly, 12:14 PM.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009

ATTENTION!!!


AIAI !!

SAW THIS POST CALL ME ASAP!!!
DON'T MAKE ME WORRY!!!

♥ Love me endlessly, 10:43 AM.

My Dream House!! heheh

♥ Love me endlessly, 10:36 AM.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009




bored!
overnight at grandma place again!

ah boon didnt text me today =[
hell loh!!! people keep finding me
when i'm not free! zzz
and i got irritated by enghong
keep on calling and calling.
already told him i'm
inconvenient talking on the phone.
asshole!!!!

well, I've set up my mind,
and stop where am i,
i will go back to the original
place where i surpose to be at!

It doesn't matter how the
universal view at me & my life
What kind of comments leave behind me
I don't wanna care much
I still have my life to go on
Live on no man,
Just my will to survive
I'll never know the capacity
of the love i accumulated for my life,
even thought i keep on complaining
how i wish i have a sweet boyfriend.
Well I always thinks of a nagative side &
no confident in everything.
But from now onwards, i will be think
more positive sides & have more confidence.
Confidence girl is the beauty
Good look helps to get there easy,
having positive attitude & character,
what's make the beauty lasting.


*** I'm going to simle
like nothings wrong,
talk like everything
prefect, act like it's all
a dream, and pretend
it's not hurting me!!

♥ Love me endlessly, 11:19 PM.








I MISS YOU AIAI!!
hahas we have new name
for each other! nice name hahas
overnight at grandma place.=]
tsktsk, when im free nobody
want find me.
when i'm not free dozen of people
find me. hais zhen shi de!!

1st. ah thunt called me
ask me go east coast with
him crystal and ah thing,
but i told him im not free.
he text me "i miss you" LOLS

2nd. aiai called and chat awhile.
and we had set up our mind before
it get even worst. that we're
not going to contact augustine they all.
and aiai gonna change number.

3. eng hong called me last night,
wanted bring me go rounding
but i cant go out.
so we chatted on the phone awhile.

4. vincent msg me. gosh~
sorry buddy forgot text you
that i'm staying over at my grandma hse.

then doze off, hahas luciky i've
doze off cos he called me. HOHOHO~!

woke up at 7plus. msg with ahboon
awhile then he went back to sleep.
later aiai called me said she's
now going to buy a new card
change her number le.
and today surpose meet stella but
i dont think i'm meeting her today ba.
sorry ok girl! forgive me! hhehe

♥ Love me endlessly, 11:29 AM.
Monday, May 18, 2009

I'm I going to turn back to you?



14-05-09

overnight at laiming hotel again.
same people again,
hahahas. sleep half way dieter
called me. and later we headed
to fino house. gosh~ go there
just to see them sleep lohs. HELL!!

15-05-09

afternoon time followed them to
redhill market. had our lunch there
till evening time then headed home.

16-05-09

went lengkok bahru for gambling
know what i lose money =[
but luckily i didn't lose not much.
and the most sad thing was
i lost my F**KING PHONE AGAIN!!!
=[ damn shag.
hahahs hai hao ahboon comfort me.
heheh thanks boy!

17-05-09

met aiai at geylang.
then 4 am went to serengoon mac
meet AUGUST, ESMOND, DIETER & their 2 more friends.
a boring day,
slack awhile then esmond sent me and aiai home.

18-05-09

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!!

came over to aiai house first.
later going to ps to collect my sim card
then later to grandma. might be overnight
at her house. if nv then might be meeting
vincent.
**Tuesday meeting stella at dhoby ghoat.

boy, i miss you!

♥ Love me endlessly, 11:44 AM.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009

!!! I HATE LIARS !!!

didnt go find julian cos
went to lai ming hotel with
CRYSTAL, BAOYU, TINH & TRUNG lols .
book overnight till next day 12pm. cost us $85,
thats alot cos we are jobless now :(
been sleeping the whole day.

then later ah keng and ah feng join us.
woke up at 4am went downstairs with baoyu
to buy some food. half way ah feng went back

cos he quarrel with his gf :(
later keng went back too.

Sorry Lin de,
for not replying you your sms
cos both of my phone low batt. :(
then went to sleep till 11am. hais

if i could able to hug the one i love to sleep
that will be nice (:


** will be having steamboat @ parkway tonight
looking forward to our steamboat. HAHAS!

* Lin de and Ah boon said
they miss me alot. hohoho
and i miss both of you too!
only the both of you are truely
i'm elated that i've met the
both of you! thanks =]

!! don't lie to people if you
never ever miss them!!!

going an interview tomorrow.
weet yeet weet~!! =]



♥ Love me endlessly, 3:22 PM.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009

09-05-09

alot people finding to today.
but i cant meet them cos i have to accompany
my beloved carleen dear and zen.
they came over my house and
we went geylang first,
then headed mustafa then
headed over to changi village.
its reminds me of my past life.
fire life! hahahs
me, wei siong, desmond, laifa,
zhihua, daryl, teck hua, ah yong,
and kelly. hohoho
well, they send me back home and
i've to rush down to geylang
find weisiong first, awhile later
headed to 24 find baoyu.
all the way to 6am. then back home
until 10 plus still cant sleep. shag
12plus finally fall asleep. but i got disturb
my alot people. phone kept on ringing non-stop
damn shag! didnt have a good sleep =[
was my moody day!

10-05-09

i promise i will never meet you
anymore you're such a pervert!!
I HATE YOU!!
kao! I'm too over heated by you!
you spoil my day! totally spoil!
gosh~ thanks aiai and lin de cheer my day up!

11-05-09

Happy 18th birthday crystal!
stay at home all the way.
good girl! hehe

12-05-09

early in the morning 6am
headed over to chup lao find aiai
hahas doing nothing at her house.
waiting for crystal to come down
got to stop here le. =]


p.s you're much more better than him!

i won't drop anymore tears for you anymore! i promise!

♥ Love me endlessly, 7:32 AM.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009



LOST!

I'm really tired! Please let me go!
is you give me up first and when
i give you up you turn back to me!
i really dont know what to do!
please let me free!
you make me feel so lost. im tired of this!
i really feel like killing myself!
you hurt me much!

you said when i need you then go find you.
you go think is who find who first?
when you no money, when you're lonely,
when you're sad, when you are stress.
who is the one help you, beside you, accompany you,
comfort you?!
WHO? IS ME!!! WHEN I NEED YOU, WHERE ARE YOU?
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!
everytime you promise the thing you nv do i got say
anything ma? i nv go forward about it i kept quiet lehs.
i'm so heartpain you know ma?
you only know your feeling, then what about me?
you bring girl go back your house nv tell me
i got say ma? how come you become like that?
2years before and after really alot of different lohs.



Julian Tan,

i'm huge disappointed on you!
i really hate you so much!
please got lost of my way!
i don't want to see you anymore!


[ p.s sorry i've no longer love you like before! ]

♥ Love me endlessly, 11:51 PM.


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