♥ You're my fastasy, I'm your everything ❤
I'm at home the whole day again.My phone is silent again =[Aiai, if you can pls find a phone call me,I'm worried for you, and I miss you much!At night gonna meet vincentat clary quay. Lols he say he wantsto spend more time with me.LOLS!!!I'm freaking bored!! Please ask me out!Thank you!! hahahs[p.s I don't know if this choice is right anot! ]
♥ Love me endlessly, 4:02 PM.
Was at home the whole day,I'm so bored like hell la.Luckily Wei Siong came over to meet mefor awhile, accompany himfor dinner. After awhile he leftto meet his friend. Shag~!!Back home stone again! HahhasToday is back boring and stone day!!Cos my phone was totally silent =[Nights everyone!Ah boon: get well soon! =]
♥ Love me endlessly, 11:13 PM.
I'm meeting carleen, leroy, fat mama auntie, zen and doralyn now.Can't wait to see them!! hahhaswe'll be going soul garden forour dinner i guess.hahahs gotta enjoy!!WOOO~ see ya!!bye~!! =]
♥ Love me endlessly, 4:02 PM.
24-05-09
2nd day of work, quite ok
but damn tiring =[
tomorrow will be last day of trail.
Hope everything is fine and smooth!
Shermaine, Jia You oh!! =]
25-05-09
was the last day of trail.
but will be going down tomorrow again
for meeting.
Well, today was super pit day.
HOHOHO! i'm still ok with it.
hahhas
26-05-09
came down for meeting
with ladyboss, and she said
i may start work in june.
weetweet~! ahhahs
after meeting then back home.
27-05-09
was doing nothing at home
the whole day so bored,
Night time when over to
chup lao to meet AIAI.
have been a week didn't
meet her le. Damn freaking
Miss her man! hahahs we had a hug!
hahahs well, after a while we went sin tua
to help out. gosh~! was so tiring!!=[
i've to face those ti ko pei uncles hahahs
the end of the day, i can't to eat my
salad prawns =[ i've to over to
market and eat prawn mee. hahahs
28-05-09
I'M DAMN BORED AT HOME!! =[
29-05-09
AIAI sold her phone, can't contact her =[
Girl, hope everything will be fine!
I'll wait for you and Love you all the way!
You'll always my best sister, Best AIAI!
♥ Love me endlessly, 12:03 PM.
Woke up @ 7.45am today.Rush back home and rush back to hougang!Gosh~! Well 1st day of work still ok.A little bored la. ahahahstomorrow will be the same 11-7hohoho.Macdonal, I miss you ~!!! hahahsSorry aiai, I can't accompany youagain le. I need consentate with my workcan't play like that time.Forgive me alright! I promise youwhen I'm free I'll go find you ok!Love you!CARLEEN ONG!!!
I MISS YOU!!!!!LEROY NG!!!
GODMA, MISS YOU TOO!!!FU XIANG!!!
I MISS YOU!!!I MISS ALL MY BUDDY AND GOODFRIENDS!!!!!I'm really tired, got to rest now!
nights people! =]
♥ Love me endlessly, 9:15 PM.
I'm so bored! ring me up man!hahahsgoing for an interview at hougang later,grandma just came back frompolyclinic for checkup.ah thung called me but i didn'tpick up his call, cos i don'twanna talk to him.aiai called me told me aboutah feng hahashhais. time passes people around changes!fion called me last night but i sleep alreadysorry for not picking up ya,ah boon didn't text me le =[macdonal how i wish is you call me lohs!wondering when will you call me again!!hais~ wo hao sian ni oh~!
♥ Love me endlessly, 1:38 PM.
OCTOPUS BOY!!I miss you badly,but i can't let everyone knowinclude yourself. =[ and even ifyou know you also don'tgive a damn cos youdoesn't like me at all.don't even miss me too. =[and most importantly i can't write your name downthough you don't have my blogbut just incase you passbyand at least i could protect myself thenhais!! ♥ 我不能再陪你♥ 我想對你說 我想你 ♥ ♥ 心裡有千言萬語 還沒說給你聽yesterday went supermarket with grandma and her maidbought my fav. bread for myself.and now i'm dying w/o cigarette =[hahas never tahan a while! lateri go cope ahma's want hahahsshh!!!ah boon didn't text me today and ytd =[HAIS!!*` my poor aiai, has just break upwith huanghui! she is so hurt now!got hurt by so many people!and i can't even help her,I'm so useless!! Sorry girl! =[
♥ Love me endlessly, 12:14 PM.
ATTENTION!!!AIAI !!SAW THIS POST CALL ME ASAP!!!DON'T MAKE ME WORRY!!!
♥ Love me endlessly, 10:43 AM.
My Dream House!! heheh
♥ Love me endlessly, 10:36 AM.

bored!
overnight at grandma place again!
ah boon didnt text me today =[
hell loh!!! people keep finding me
when i'm not free! zzz
and i got irritated by enghong
keep on calling and calling.
already told him i'm
inconvenient talking on the phone.
asshole!!!!
well, I've set up my mind,
and stop where am i,
i will go back to the original
place where i surpose to be at!
It doesn't matter how the
universal view at me & my life
What kind of comments leave behind me
I don't wanna care much
I still have my life to go on
Live on no man,
Just my will to survive
I'll never know the capacity
of the love i accumulated for my life,
even thought i keep on complaining
how i wish i have a sweet boyfriend.
Well I always thinks of a nagative side &
no confident in everything.
But from now onwards, i will be think
more positive sides & have more confidence.
Confidence girl is the beauty
Good look helps to get there easy,
having positive attitude & character,
what's make the beauty lasting.
*** I'm going to simle
like nothings wrong,
talk like everything
prefect, act like it's all
a dream, and pretend
it's not hurting me!!
♥ Love me endlessly, 11:19 PM.
♥ Love me endlessly, 11:29 AM.
I'm I going to turn back to you?
14-05-09overnight at laiming hotel again.same people again,hahahas. sleep half way dietercalled me. and later we headedto fino house. gosh~ go therejust to see them sleep lohs. HELL!!15-05-09afternoon time followed them toredhill market. had our lunch theretill evening time then headed home.16-05-09went lengkok bahru for gamblingknow what i lose money =[but luckily i didn't lose not much.and the most sad thing wasi lost my F**KING PHONE AGAIN!!!=[ damn shag.hahahs hai hao ahboon comfort me.heheh thanks boy!17-05-09met aiai at geylang.then 4 am went to serengoon mac meet AUGUST, ESMOND, DIETER & their 2 more friends.a boring day,slack awhile then esmond sent me and aiai home.18-05-09HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!!came over to aiai house first.later going to ps to collect my sim cardthen later to grandma. might be overnightat her house. if nv then might be meetingvincent.**Tuesday meeting stella at dhoby ghoat.boy, i miss you!
♥ Love me endlessly, 11:44 AM.
!!! I HATE LIARS !!!didnt go find julian cos
went to lai ming hotel with
CRYSTAL, BAOYU, TINH & TRUNG lols .
book overnight till next day 12pm. cost us $85,
thats alot cos we are jobless now :(
been sleeping the whole day. then later ah keng and ah feng join us.
woke up at 4am went downstairs with baoyu
to buy some food. half way ah feng went backcos he quarrel with his gf :(later keng went back too.
Sorry Lin de,
for not replying you your sms
cos both of my phone low batt. :(
then went to sleep till 11am. hais
if i could able to hug the one i love to sleep
that will be nice (:
** will be having steamboat @ parkway tonight
looking forward to our steamboat. HAHAS!
* Lin de and Ah boon said
they miss me alot. hohoho
and i miss both of you too!
only the both of you are truely
i'm elated that i've met the
both of you! thanks =]!! don't lie to people if younever ever miss them!!!going an interview tomorrow.
weet yeet weet~!! =]
♥ Love me endlessly, 3:22 PM.
09-05-09alot people finding to today. but i cant meet them cos i have to accompanymy beloved carleen dear and zen.they came over my house andwe went geylang first,then headed mustafa thenheaded over to changi village.its reminds me of my past life.fire life! hahahsme, wei siong, desmond, laifa,zhihua, daryl, teck hua, ah yong,and kelly. hohohowell, they send me back home and i've to rush down to geylangfind weisiong first, awhile laterheaded to 24 find baoyu.all the way to 6am. then back homeuntil 10 plus still cant sleep. shag12plus finally fall asleep. but i got disturbmy alot people. phone kept on ringing non-stopdamn shag! didnt have a good sleep =[was my moody day!10-05-09i promise i will never meet you anymore you're such a pervert!!I HATE YOU!!kao! I'm too over heated by you!you spoil my day! totally spoil!gosh~ thanks aiai and lin de cheer my day up!11-05-09Happy 18th birthday crystal!stay at home all the way.good girl! hehe 12-05-09early in the morning 6amheaded over to chup lao find aiaihahas doing nothing at her house.waiting for crystal to come downgot to stop here le. =]p.s you're much more better than him!i won't drop anymore tears for you anymore! i promise!
♥ Love me endlessly, 7:32 AM.

LOST!I'm really tired! Please let me go!is you give me up first and when i give you up you turn back to me!i really dont know what to do!please let me free! you make me feel so lost. im tired of this!i really feel like killing myself!you hurt me much!you said when i need you then go find you.you go think is who find who first?when you no money, when you're lonely,when you're sad, when you are stress.who is the one help you, beside you, accompany you,comfort you?!WHO? IS ME!!! WHEN I NEED YOU, WHERE ARE YOU?WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!everytime you promise the thing you nv do i got sayanything ma? i nv go forward about it i kept quiet lehs.i'm so heartpain you know ma?you only know your feeling, then what about me?you bring girl go back your house nv tell mei got say ma? how come you become like that?2years before and after really alot of different lohs.
Julian Tan,
i'm huge disappointed on you!
i really hate you so much!
please got lost of my way!
i don't want to see you anymore!
[ p.s sorry i've no longer love you like before! ]
♥ Love me endlessly, 11:51 PM.